*Picks up blue plate
Me: Blue- Sifan
Paolo: Blue.




It's been more than a month but seeing this picture still broke my heart.

It's been 2days since I came back from Thailand,
but waking up on my comfortable bed, to the sound of my own breathing still makes my heart sink.
It's been the best 16 days of my life and it's impossible to summarise everything in this tiny little space, but I know I'll remember it for the rest of my life.




I miss walking down the sandy paths, where slippers of every possible colour could turn brown.
I miss peeling turnips and throwing their skin on the floors.
I miss fumbling with my torch at night, shivering in the cold, but with someone on either side of me.
I miss sitting by the campfire, I miss its warmth.
I miss eating arroi food, drenched with oil, pork seasoning and salt.
I miss being one hour behind everything.
I miss laughing so hard my stomach cramps up.
I miss lying so close together we overlap each other.
I miss having children run up and hug you, as if you were their best friend in the world.
I miss having a hand to hold, whenever I slip and fall.
I miss waking up to the sound of animals and laughter.
I miss gathering together, laughing, singing and talking, as if there was nothing else we needed to do.
I miss looking around and seeing genuine smiles all around.
I miss Thailand.






Paolo, the first guy to ever steal my heart and empty out my tear glands :(









Top and Paolo, my two favourite heroes <3



Sabai-ing in Nurn Saduak.


Village hut mate and bogus husband for 6 days.


Angie and Pun- On the van, with our dusty hair.


Singing in the village.


Man- super adorable little boy.



Sentosa!


The best team in the world.

While this trip has ended, it has left behind countless valuable memories,
and many lessons learnt.
And the best thing we left behind was probably the water supply in nurn saduak, and joy to the villagers.
If I could, I would do it again in a heartbeat,
to live on wooden floorboards over concrete cold floors.
My biggest dream right now, is to someday return there...







...To the place, where I experienced the happiest and saddest moments of my life.

It's christmas tomorrow,
hopefully we had brought an early christmas to Nurn Saduak.
Happy christmas Paolo!
I hope you're doing well over there.
Continue to be a good boy and grow up to be a good person like your father, Pi Ar-mer.
Look at the woodcraft and remember me, hongyi and shuting k.
Kao jai mai?
I'll never forget you.
With love, Pi Ling.



Shuting, Paolo, Kun-nah Nabu, Pi Armer, Me.
Hongyi was somewhere in the middle of a traditional dance.

Going to Thailand tomorrow for my isle trip.
Excited!!
Miss me k~





Adorable me for you to remember me by.
Bye!!